I’m tired of everyone leaving me. It feels like nobody cares about me, I’m just a useless person.
I need someone who would actually stay for once.
I’m so jealous of those girls who have flawless skin, long eyelashes, a perfect nose, long hair, perfect teeth, curvy bodies, but yet they’re still skinny. I’m jealous of those girls that, no matter what they wear, they still look beautiful. Girls who are photogenic, who can make the craziest face, yet they still look cute. A girl who looks just as beautiful with makeup on as she does with it off. I’m jealous of the girls that can make a guy melt with a smile.
(Source: in-fi-nito, via xdemmerie)
When I try to talk to people.
I talk to them but, they seem that they don’t care and they just don’t want to do anything with me. Such, as being friends with them. I just don’t get it what have I done to you? I’m trying to be friends with you but, you seemed annoyed by me. So, I guess I’ll just leave you alone.
It’s sad.
To see how you’re perfectly fine without me. We’re are not in the same daily basis anymore. Like how we use to text you every single day. Until, we drifted. We are just completely ignoring each other like we’re are just strangers. Sigh.. I wish I would go back in time and play back our memories over and over again.
You were my everything.
You were my best friend. You would be there for me whenever I felt sad. You would talk to me and that would make me feel better. You would call me just to make sure I’m okay. You would make me smile, give me the butterflies and the chills. But, what happened now? Did someone caught you eye? That’s why you left me? I want to know so I could stop thinking why you left me.
I’m tired of everyone leaving me.
Every single time I make a new friend they end up leaving me. Everyone gets tired of me, and everyone gets someone new to replace me. That’s why I barley make friends anymore.
I really like you.
You make me have butterflies in my stomach. You send up chills up my spine every time you talk to me. Even if it’s just a simple text message. You make me smile until my cheeks hurt. I hope you feel the same way too.
I’m sick and tired of you.
You make me feel like crap and that I’m just a useless person that nobody cares about. It feels like shit. Would you like to be treated that way no right? Think before you speak because your words hurt so much.
Do I mean anything to you anymore?
Why all of sudden your ignoring me? Did I do something that made you ignore me? What is it. I can’t live this way, I need you in my life you’re very important to me. I don’t want you to just walk away. Tell me what I did so we can fix this.
Do you really think that I’m just going to forgive you just like that?
Heck no. It takes time for me to rethink if I should accept your apology. I don’t let things slide. If you want me to accept your apology show me that you really care. Don’t act like you don’t care because, if you do act like you don’t care I’m not accepting your apology.
Lately I have been unmotivated.
I feel like everyone just hates me for no reason. I have too much stress and negative thoughts in my head. I can’t handle it anymore.
